he's gone.!?

shock + sad = i can't belived it

one of my best friends dh tak ad kt dunie nie lg.die dah perg dulu dri kite sume.sedih sgt.last jmpe die mse year 2005.lme sgt.lps die pndh skool lgsg x pnh jmpe & dgr cite.ad jgk la dgr citer dri kawan die.tp x bpe nk clear sgt bout him.thu2 je die dh past away.excident.langgar lari.ksian sgt.mse dpt news bout this mmg shock gile la.lps dh conferm psl nie bsok nye tros peg ziarah.mse van jenazah smpi je air mate aq tros menitk.tak sangke kawan aq sorg dh tak ad.mmg sdih sgt.mse kain kapan 2 org bkk lgi la aq mnangis.dpt jgk tgok face die.lulh hati aq bile tgok keadaan die.cube korunk bayangkan.best friends korunk yg dh lme tak thu cite thu2 je die dh tak de.sedh dgt.sedh sgt2.tp ap blh buat.dh takdir die smpi situ je kn.smoge rohnye dicucuri rahmat & kpd org yg langgr lari 2 pn akn terime padahnye.

i can't be my self when i'm at home

lamenye tak post.rindu plak kt blogger nie.hehe =) rasenya last aq post time aq sem 1 kt unisel.haha.itu pn tgh boring2 kot.what ever la kn yg pntg tujuan aq nk post nie nk share about my little prob here.bout my self.mybe....hurm actually i can't be my self when i'm with anybody else at home.don't know why.?? lg2 klu kt rumah.mmg x blh jd dri sndri.dulu aq ok je no prob bout this tp lately nie makin mnjadi2 plak.aq btmbh diam.tak ceria mcm sllu.mmg xthu knpe.kdg2 rse mcm skit sgt bile x jadi dri sndri.kirenye mcm aq mnykse dri aq sndri.bile ngn kengkawan len plk citenye.ceria.bnyk cakap.always appy n appy.mybe..bkn aq lbh kn kengkawan dri family tp aq msh xde jwapn tok sume nie.bile smpi rumah je mst mcm2 aq pikir.nth la xthu ap yg aq pikir.aq xblh nk share prob ngn family.mmg xkn blh.dh try tp terkelu.i just keep it the prob with my self.bile dh tak blh smpn aq msti cri kawan yg blh bg respnd kt aq.i luve my family.mgkn 1 hari nti persoalan nie akn ter jawab.insyaALLAH.