Wednesday, April 20, 2011

:: hati ::

urm..rindunye kt kwn2 unisel..dorunk sume da msok da..agknye aq sorg je kot yg xmsok2
lg ni..xpe la dlm mggu ni jgk aq blik unisel mybe dlm sabtu atau ahad kot..kwn2 yg lain sume da start class..aq je da mist 2 kls mggu nie..tpkse la..nk buat mcm mane kn..kalau la abg2 aq xbuat hal agaknye senang urusan aq nk masok semester baru ni..bende da pn jadi aq xblh nk pebetulkn blik sume ni..aq cume berharap abg aq due org tu cpt trime hidayah & fix all what have they all done..

thanks a lot to my beloved friends Syaza Liana & Schafiq Abdullah coz both of them help me too much..i'm very appreciated that u guys help me when i'm stuck..when i needed or anything else..thanks again God bless both of u..luv both of u so much..i'll pay back as soon as possible ok..kalau tak krne korunk tolg aq mungkin aq da xdpt nk sambng short sem ni..ssh nk explain ap yg sbenanye btol2 tjadi tp korunk memahi ap yg aq lalui skrg ni..trime ksh bnyk2 kwn..aq xkn pena lupe jase baik korunk ni..

btw aq kt rumah ni selalu pikirkan org2 yg aq syg..org2 yg pentg tok aq & org yg bnyk sgt tolg aq ni..bile berjauhan dgn korunk rindu tu..Ya Allah.........tuhan je la yg thu mcm mne..selain parents.,eldest brother.,sis & my little brother kwn2 penting sgt buat aq..bnyk yg aq da lalui dlm hidup ni..& bnyk jgk prkre yg aq blaja dlam hidup ni..bnyk yg baik dan buruknye..cume diri kite ni mcm mne nk handle sesuatu perkare tu..bile kite buat silap kite blaja dri ksilapn tu.,bile org laen buat silap pn kite blaja jgk dri ksilapan dia supaya xakan berulang lagi..hidup ni blh mematangkan kite jika kita btol2 blajar daripdenye..

mase zaman sekolah menengah dlu mmg xblh nk dlupekn lg2 sekolah yg pling aq syg || Sekolah Menengah Agama Telok Kemang Port Dickson (smatkem)|| hehe..aq sangat syg sekolh aq ni.walaupun 3thon je aq blaja kt sne kenangan pahit mnis skit pn xbole nk hilng..menyesal mse sekolah dlu maen2..isy klu la dunia ni blh bputar blik mse zmn sekolah kt sne dlu mmg skit pn aq xkn sia2kn..hehe mrpek je kn..ppe pn hidup msti dtruskn ye x..?huhu..

abis je SPM aq stay kt smatkem smntre tggu result..aq tlg ckgu aq jge dak2 asrama..collected yuran makn & yg pling best aq train junior nasyid kt sne..mse tu sume dak2 nasyid baru..so impressed coz they all are talented..dorunk sume baik n cute2..hihi..xpenah aq ad adik angkat tros la ad adik angkat mse tu..pnjg sbnanye cerite mse kt sni tp da xnk ungkit2 blik xelok org kate..so kite amek yg baek je la ye..hehe..adik angkat till now name dia Farkhan..dak nasyid seklh tu jgk..ad pix da ngn aq kt tepi tuh tgk la..hehe..dia ank sulng dri....umm lpe plk brpe org 4 kot klu xslp la..hihihi..plik jgk sblm berangkt ngn dia ni sllu dia crite xpena rse ad abg mcm mne..agknye da bnyk kli dia bg hint kt aq last2 tros dia ckp je..hahaha..cmtu kn bgs tros trg..ap da..xprasan sbnye yg dia tu bg hint nk jd my brother..xpe la yg pntg smpi skrg pn kiteorg still contact..dia la org yg aq pling syg jgk slain org2 yg aq sebut kt ats tu..

bdk2 nasyid laen pn mmg aq rpt..dorunk sume mcm adik aq sndri syg jgk la kt dorunk tp msti la ad yg special kn..farkhan la tu yg special nye sbb dia adik aq..huhu..tp bile mrh tetap jgk kne mrh..huhu..sehari pn aq xpena lupe nme2 org yg aq syg..org2 yg pentg dlm hidp aq..aq hargai kt sume yg menghargai diri aq ni..bile sorg2 tu mule la mengelamun tak tntu psl...haha...

kdg2 bile jpe kwn lme ke eh bkn kdg2 la sllu la bile jpe kwn2 lame je mesti dorunk tnye "echan da ad awek lom..?"haa ni pn stu jgk mslh nk mnjwb nye..bkn mslh ap la...aq btol2 start jtoh hati kt prmpuan ni mse aq sem satu kt unisel..bkn mksudnye aq xminat prmpuan..aq ni lbh kn sume kpd kwn je..aq lgi sng bkawan..tp bile da jtoh hati kt classmate ni segan plk nk bg thu..th la xthu knp..mungkin sbb aq da biase sgt bkawn da tu bile nk becintan ni jd mcm janggal plk..emm alamatnye 2 thon aq pndm prasaan aq ni kt dia..last2 kantoii jgk ngn classmate sume..huhu..malu beb...tp sedih (T_T).........mse tu dia da ad bF laen...hncor sgt hti mse tu..rse mcm....th la....tu la dia akibt pndm sgt prasaan tu..rupe2nye dia pn tggu aq 2thon mcm mne aq tggu dia....ye la mmg slh aq..xkn la prmpuan nk express feeling dia kt org yg dia mnt kn..supposedly aq la yg ptut mulekan dlu....aiihh..mlpas la...tp kiteorg ttp kwn rapat mcm biasa..tp tu la jgk..aq ni ssh nk jth hti kt spe2 dia je la prmpuan first yg aq gilekn..skrg mmg ssh...xpela skit2 kot penerimaan tu..

eh rasenya da pnjg leba bebel kt sni..nk rht plk la..nt klu aq mse kosong lg aq cite ye ;)