|| at last i really found u ||

jumpe pn ko akhirnye kan..lame btol ko menyepi dlam hidup aku..walaupun ko cume seorang kawan lelaki tapi bkan senang nak jumpe kwan lelaki yg betol BFF..!! aku mmg betol2 bersyukur Tuhan bagi aku kawan yang macam ko ni..aq sangat bersyukur klu ko na thu..

biasenye BFF aku dari zaman skolah mostly gurlz yang laki berape kerat je..ye la kan sbb kiteorg laki lebih kepd kwan bebiase je..enjoy, lepak, ap2 la kn sumenye bnde yang biase dengan kwan2 laki ni..klu yang member pompuan plak more to express my feelin la, kongsi cerite bout myself or whatever la kn..yang private2 ke..maybe...

tapi sepanjang aku bekawan dari zaman sekolah till now..aku ada 4 je kwn lelaki yang blh guide, understand & we help each other, and sometimes we share bout life same as i treat my BFF (gurlz)..mase aku jumpe ko ni mmg ko btol2 ko sangat baek la beb..sumpah aku terengat member rapat aku time kt sekolah dulu..mmg bukan senang na jumpe orang yang baek mcm kwn2 lame nii..

unfortunately i was able to make a friend with u only 5month..5month is very meaningful for me to know a friend just like u..after u move u just go n never come back, no mssg, no call, no information..!! i don't know anything bout u..n till today i found u..that make me very sad..

u know what, i just don't want to lose a very good friends like u

and to my beloved friends (peterpon Yana.Bell.Pika.Ceah.Iela.B) abg schafiq, & da'ikh..

i really appreciated u gyus ;) saranghae ...

i'll back off so u can live bater

Kkeojyeojulge jal sara
Ttokbaroyaegihae
Nal bogoseo
Nae nuneul chyeoda bogo mareulhae
Heeojijan geumarini
Nawa kkeutnaego shipeungeoni
(Ara) neon yeojaga saenggin geoya
(Ara) neon naege shilijeung nangeoya
(Ara) Daman nunmuri chaoreujiman

Kkeojyeo julge jal sara
Geumalbakke nan mothae
Ijeo julge jal sara
Na eobsido haengbokhae
Niga beorin sarang
Niga gajyeoga
Namgimeobsi gajyeoga
Mianhadan maldo hajima
Nae geokjeong hajima

Sorry My Sweety
Nal tteonagandaneun ne ipsuri
Oneulttara wae iri
Wonmangseureowo boineunji
Neol butjabayahaneunde
Mari naoji anha
Neon imi meoreojineunde
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/g/gna/ill_back_off_so_you_can_live_better.html ]
(Ara) nan neoreul da jiulggeoya
(Ara) nan nega cham miulggeoya
Daman modeungeol da almyeonseodo

Kkeojyeo julge jal sara
Geumalbakke nan mothae
Ijeo julge jal sara
Na eobsido haengbokhae
Niga beorin sarang
Niga gajyeoga
Namgimeobsi gajyeoga
Mianhadan maldo hajima
Nae geokjeong hajima

(You) naega saratdeon iyu
(You) naega wonhaetdeon jeonbu
You~
Na hanaman barabwajudeon najanha
(Why) wae nal tteonaneungeoya
(Why) wae nal beorineungeoya
Eochapi ireolgeomyeonseo
Wae nal saranghangeoni

Hoksi geunal saenggak na
Uri cheoeum mannan nal
Ajikdo nan saenggangna
Nega haetdeon yaksogi
Naman akkyeojugo
Naman jikigo
Naman saranghandago
Nan mideosseo neoui geojitmal
Nan mideotdanmallya

(Oh) Oh Oh Oh Oh
Saranghagin hangeoni
(Oh) Oh Oh Oh Oh
No No No No
Ijeo julge jal sara

FICTION

ajik nan neol itji motago modeungeol da mitji motago
ireoke neol bonaeji motago oneuldo

dasi mandeureobolge uri iyagi kkeutnaji anke aju ginagin
salgacheul pago seumyeodeuneun sangsilgameun jamsi mudeodulge
saero sseo naeryeoga sijageun haengbokhage utgo inneun neowa na
nega nal tteonaji motage baegyeongeun chulguga eomneun jobeun bang an

amureochi anke nege kiseuhago dalkomhan neoui gyeoteul tteonagajil motae
urin kkeuchiraneungeon eobseo

ireoke nan tto (fiction in fiction)
itji motago (fiction in fiction)
nae gaseum soge kkeutnaji anheul iyagil sseugo isseo
neol butjabeulge (fiction in fiction)
nochi anheulge (fiction in fiction in fiction)
kkeutnaji anheun neowa naui iyagi sogeseo oneuldo in fiction

jigeum yeogin haengbokhan iyagideulbakke eobseo
neomu haengbokhan uri dulmanui iyagiga ireoke (hyeonsilgwaneun dareuge)
sseo isseo jeomjeom chaewojigo isseo

neoneun naegero dallyeowaseo angigo
pum ane angin neoreul naneun jeoldae nochi motae
urin kkeuchiraneungeon eobseo

ireoke nan tto (fiction in fiction)
kkeunchi motago (fiction in fiction)
nae gaseum soge kkeutnaji anheul iyagil sseugo isseo
neol butjabeulge (fiction in fiction)
nochi anheulge (fiction in fiction in fiction)
kkeutnaji anheun neowa naui iyagi sogeseo oneuldo in fiction

dasi han beon deo malhajiman
jigeum neoneun nae yeope itdago geureoke mitgo isseo nan
(hajiman fiction)

nan mokjeogeul irheobeorin jakga i soseorui
kkeuteun eotteoke mamuri jieoya hae
saranghae saranghae saranghae saranghae saranghae i se geuljaman
sseo naeryeoga mudyeojin pen nunmullo eollukjin nalgeun jongi wiro
haengbokhal sudo seulpeul sudo eobseo i iyagineun

jigeum nan neomunado haengbokhan saenggage iyagireul sseujiman
modeunge baramil ppunirago yeojeonhi

nan haengbokhangeol (fiction in fiction in fiction)
uri hamkkeingeol (fiction in fiction in fiction)
ije sijagingeol (fiction in fiction in fiction)
kkeuteun eomneungeol (fiction in fiction in fiction)

:: hati ::

urm..rindunye kt kwn2 unisel..dorunk sume da msok da..agknye aq sorg je kot yg xmsok2

lg ni..xpe la dlm mggu ni jgk aq blik unisel mybe dlm sabtu atau ahad kot..kwn2 yg lain sume da start class..aq je da mist 2 kls mggu nie..tpkse la..nk buat mcm mane kn..kalau la abg2 aq xbuat hal agaknye senang urusan aq nk masok semester baru ni..bende da pn jadi aq xblh nk pebetulkn blik sume ni..aq cume berharap abg aq due org tu cpt trime hidayah & fix all what have they all done..

thanks a lot to my beloved friends Syaza Liana & Schafiq Abdullah coz both of them help me too much..i'm very appreciated that u guys help me when i'm stuck..when i needed or anything else..thanks again God bless both of u..luv both of u so much..i'll pay back as soon as possible ok..kalau tak krne korunk tolg aq mungkin aq da xdpt nk sambng short sem ni..ssh nk explain ap yg sbenanye btol2 tjadi tp korunk memahi ap yg aq lalui skrg ni..trime ksh bnyk2 kwn..aq xkn pena lupe jase baik korunk ni..

btw aq kt rumah ni selalu pikirkan org2 yg aq syg..org2 yg pentg tok aq & org yg bnyk sgt tolg aq ni..bile berjauhan dgn korunk rindu tu..Ya Allah.........tuhan je la yg thu mcm mne..selain parents.,eldest brother.,sis & my little brother kwn2 penting sgt buat aq..bnyk yg aq da lalui dlm hidup ni..& bnyk jgk prkre yg aq blaja dlam hidup ni..bnyk yg baik dan buruknye..cume diri kite ni mcm mne nk handle sesuatu perkare tu..bile kite buat silap kite blaja dri ksilapn tu.,bile org laen buat silap pn kite blaja jgk dri ksilapan dia supaya xakan berulang lagi..hidup ni blh mematangkan kite jika kita btol2 blajar daripdenye..

mase zaman sekolah menengah dlu mmg xblh nk dlupekn lg2 sekolah yg pling aq syg || Sekolah Menengah Agama Telok Kemang Port Dickson (smatkem)|| hehe..aq sangat syg sekolh aq ni.walaupun 3thon je aq blaja kt sne kenangan pahit mnis skit pn xbole nk hilng..menyesal mse sekolah dlu maen2..isy klu la dunia ni blh bputar blik mse zmn sekolah kt sne dlu mmg skit pn aq xkn sia2kn..hehe mrpek je kn..ppe pn hidup msti dtruskn ye x..?huhu..

abis je SPM aq stay kt smatkem smntre tggu result..aq tlg ckgu aq jge dak2 asrama..collected yuran makn & yg pling best aq train junior nasyid kt sne..mse tu sume dak2 nasyid baru..so impressed coz they all are talented..dorunk sume baik n cute2..hihi..xpenah aq ad adik angkat tros la ad adik angkat mse tu..pnjg sbnanye cerite mse kt sni tp da xnk ungkit2 blik xelok org kate..so kite amek yg baek je la ye..hehe..adik angkat till now name dia Farkhan..dak nasyid seklh tu jgk..ad pix da ngn aq kt tepi tuh tgk la..hehe..dia ank sulng dri....umm lpe plk brpe org 4 kot klu xslp la..hihihi..plik jgk sblm berangkt ngn dia ni sllu dia crite xpena rse ad abg mcm mne..agknye da bnyk kli dia bg hint kt aq last2 tros dia ckp je..hahaha..cmtu kn bgs tros trg..ap da..xprasan sbnye yg dia tu bg hint nk jd my brother..xpe la yg pntg smpi skrg pn kiteorg still contact..dia la org yg aq pling syg jgk slain org2 yg aq sebut kt ats tu..

bdk2 nasyid laen pn mmg aq rpt..dorunk sume mcm adik aq sndri syg jgk la kt dorunk tp msti la ad yg special kn..farkhan la tu yg special nye sbb dia adik aq..huhu..tp bile mrh tetap jgk kne mrh..huhu..sehari pn aq xpena lupe nme2 org yg aq syg..org2 yg pentg dlm hidp aq..aq hargai kt sume yg menghargai diri aq ni..bile sorg2 tu mule la mengelamun tak tntu psl...haha...

kdg2 bile jpe kwn lme ke eh bkn kdg2 la sllu la bile jpe kwn2 lame je mesti dorunk tnye "echan da ad awek lom..?"haa ni pn stu jgk mslh nk mnjwb nye..bkn mslh ap la...aq btol2 start jtoh hati kt prmpuan ni mse aq sem satu kt unisel..bkn mksudnye aq xminat prmpuan..aq ni lbh kn sume kpd kwn je..aq lgi sng bkawan..tp bile da jtoh hati kt classmate ni segan plk nk bg thu..th la xthu knp..mungkin sbb aq da biase sgt bkawn da tu bile nk becintan ni jd mcm janggal plk..emm alamatnye 2 thon aq pndm prasaan aq ni kt dia..last2 kantoii jgk ngn classmate sume..huhu..malu beb...tp sedih (T_T).........mse tu dia da ad bF laen...hncor sgt hti mse tu..rse mcm....th la....tu la dia akibt pndm sgt prasaan tu..rupe2nye dia pn tggu aq 2thon mcm mne aq tggu dia....ye la mmg slh aq..xkn la prmpuan nk express feeling dia kt org yg dia mnt kn..supposedly aq la yg ptut mulekan dlu....aiihh..mlpas la...tp kiteorg ttp kwn rapat mcm biasa..tp tu la jgk..aq ni ssh nk jth hti kt spe2 dia je la prmpuan first yg aq gilekn..skrg mmg ssh...xpela skit2 kot penerimaan tu..

eh rasenya da pnjg leba bebel kt sni..nk rht plk la..nt klu aq mse kosong lg aq cite ye ;)

finally..

aahh lege pun hati aq ni setelah sekian lame hampir 1thun aq xjmpe adik aq sorang tu..aisshh..sumpah rindu gile kat dia..mmg xsalah pn aq gerak awal hari tu..dia membesar dengan baek rsenye..tgok dri fizikal dia everythin was find juz normal a teenage have a pimple rite.?but it dosent matter how he look now..i wait for a year to have a little chat with him i mean talk la..before this mls nk kcu dia sangat sbb last sem aq mmg bz gile nan assingment la research bagai smpi kekadang tu x teringat nk text o kol dia..lgipun last year dia PMR so mls nk kcy sgt..nsib la dia xpenah lupe aq nie..untung la kn..

umm btw aq nk tunjuk kt korunk yang bace ni..last week kn aq ckap nk g sekolah train dak junior nasyid aq..x dinafikan la dorunk memang hebat sbb seminggu je dorunk belatih da boleh juare tok peringkat daerah..next week plk dorunk lawan peringkat negeri..syok dorunk kan..ini sume hasil titik peluh aq dan kengkawan yang laen melatih dak2 nie..without us my be u all xjauh sangt kot..hehehe..ceh gurau je la..adik2 nasyid kat sane sume hebat2 walaupun dorunk kne marah bebel nan aq last2 btrime ksh jgk u all kt kiteowg kn..hehe..ni pix dak nasyid sekolah aq..insyaALLAH dengan usaha gigih u all ni..blh pergi jauh..i support all Sautun Najah activity..gud luck

emm xrush sangat ke klu hri ni..?

erm hari ni bangon awl skit dri yang biase klu time2 cuti cam ni..aissh..actually bgon awl ni pn bsebab..last nite my teacher was call me & ask me came to school..he said he want treat somethin for me..haha..its ok la actually dah bnyk kali cikgu aq ajak rse bsalah plak nk tolak lagipun sabtu nie junior aq kat seklolah tu ad MTAQ nasyid so alang2 tu cikgu mnx tlg la skli tgok2 kn dak nasyid..erm..tgok la camne jp lg klu rse cam nk peg aq peg la..biasenye klu aq g sne msti aq tdo skli..tp aq rse mcm xselese plk skunk ni klu nk tdo kt sne..nth la xthu knpe..aaa xpela yang penting klu aq datang sne aq dpt jpe adik aq =) suke sesangat da lme kot xjpe adik aq sorang tuh..aissh..ble tgok gamba die yang skunk ni xrse mcm aq ni abg die sbb kawan2 sume ckap klu die dok sblh aq ke ap mesti die lg nmpk abg dari aq..huhu..awek mude kot aq nie..hehe =D btw i really miss my bro tu..insyaALLAH xde ppe yang blaku mse aq kt sne..slmt pjalanan peg n pulang

My favorite one =)

I just can't sleep tonight,

knowing that things ain't right.

It's in the papers, it's on the TV,

it's everywhere that i go.

Children are crying, soldiers are dying,

some people don't have a home.

But i know there's sunshine behind that rain,

I know there's good times behind that pain (hey)

Can you tell me how i can make a change?

I close my eyes, and i can see a better day,

I close my eyes and pray.

I close my eyes and i can see a better day,

I close my eyes and pray.

I lose my appetite, knowing kids starve tonight

Am I a sinner? Cause half my dinner,

Is still there on my plate.

Ooh i got a vision, to make a difference,

and it's starting today.

Cause i know there's sunshine beyond that rain,

I know there's good times beyond that pain

heaven tell me i can make a change.

I close my eyes, and i can see a better day,

I close my eyes and pray. (yeee)

I close my eyes and i can see a better day,

I close my eyes and

I pray for the broken-hearted,

I pray for the life not started.

I pray for all the ones not breathing,

I pray for all the souls in need.

I pray, can you give em one today?

I just can't sleep tonight,

Can someone tell me how to make a change?

I close my eyes, and i can see a better day,

I close my eyes and pray, (Ooh)

I close my eyes and i can see a better day,

I close my eyes and i pray, (ooh)

I pray, I pray

I close my eyes and pray.